Thank you all... I am fine, dont worry. Things may look ...weird but hey...,no use complaining.
H came over after midnight. We talked for 5 minutes while he was getting to bed and then I fell asleep. During the night, I did again snuggled close to him and kissed him (not on the lips). he accepted my kisses and "tapped" my hand on his shoulder...
We had lunch and left. He bought tickets to go to a show tomorrow with the kids, a Disney show of some kind. Nothing exciting to report. I realised when he is around my face looks stiff and distant. I am totally different than how I looked when he decided he wanted back. Because I was happy then and I guess it must be true what they say: happy people are attractive. So to him, I must look like I tricked him. He wanted "that" Maria and he got the good old Maria he wanted to divorce...Ooops! There, I think that he must really feel he got a bad bargain again.
I am thinking of what you are telling me. I think I have a lot to deal with on a personal level. More than imagined previously.
