Wow, this sucks. Barely slept any last night dozed on and off. So worried about the future, hurt beyond words. Miss my wife, want her back now. I don't even know where to begin. She is signing her lease today from what she told me.

My question is how she can be so resolute in what she is doing?

She is giving me everything and making it easy. I think it hurts 10x worse than if she was yelling at me--at least she would care enough to get angry with me.

Want to ask her so many questions. Trying to resist but I am sooooo desperate right now. I DON'T WANT HER TO SIGN THAT DAMN LEASE!!! It kind of makes the problem even bigger.

For all you WAWs out there, please God get professional help/counseling before you do this--really give the husbands the opportunity to do the right thing--this is so not fun!


M-41
ex-W-40
Together--17 years
SS-20
D-14
Bomb--2 Feb 09
WAW--6 Feb 09
Officially divorced on 2 Jun 2010!!!
ex-W has a boyfriend 8 Jun 2010!!!
Off we go into the wild blue yonder!!!!