Hope things are going ok with you. Thanks...I am not worried about it. I let it go already. I think being "aware" is important. This morning on my way to work I found myself slipping back into the "past" again I caught myself. I know W & I are not as close to reconnecting as I thought / hoped we were getting. But I am not going to try to figure her out. Seems part of the time the wall comes down.. Mostly when we are alone..And then it pops back up when wife and I are around others. That is when I have my problems also. I start those evil thoughts about "if they only knew" and then I am sure my attitude must change a little on the outside. I am fighting those thoughts.. They are happening less and less. Saffie knows it is hard for me to be still. It's hard for me not to have an agenda. And when I see something is not working I change lanes too fast. Once I start the "love dares" I will at least be occupied for 38 days... This weekend W is supposed to move out of son's room. I am going to stand my ground on this and try sooooooo hard NOT to say ANYTHING negative to Wife.
Take care.
Oh ya we Finley got rain.... MIL new lawn I planted just might t stay green this summer......
Take care of yourself (I'm not there to do it for you) Doc
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
