Man, Puppy, I hope you are wrong. I will get the keylogger tomorrow and try to put it on her computer. Problem is she has it locked by password. I really think she just wants to be alone--trying to be optimistic but yes in the back of my mind there exists that thought that she maybe is having an affair. It will eventually come out. Before she went to billeting, she had called to see if I had picked up my daughter--I said yep and ended the conversation without saying I love you--super hard for me. She came home to get her things and just packed some clothes--nothing sexy. I said are u leaving? She said yes she needed some sleep and didn't want to talk tonight. Funny, she's the one starting all the r talk--she cries so much during the talks too, yet it's like she is running full throttle to get away--man this sucks bad. It is so hard to get a read on this, I don't know this person at all. She is totally different from the woman I left. Before she left, she hugged and kissed my daughter--we were watching tv together and she asked me If I wanted a hug--did it for two reasons--to see if any cologne smell(none, thank God) and because I really needed a hug--God this hurts so bad! It's 2am and I cant sleep and cant stop crying--dammit!!!!!!! We had set up a date for tomorrow (tonight, I guess) and she asked about what time we were going to go out--
Should I take this as a good sign or is she just trying to make it easier for me to accept?
How should I handle the date?
Last edited by AFWAW; 02/07/0908:09 AM.
M-41 ex-W-40 Together--17 years SS-20 D-14 Bomb--2 Feb 09 WAW--6 Feb 09 Officially divorced on 2 Jun 2010!!! ex-W has a boyfriend 8 Jun 2010!!! Off we go into the wild blue yonder!!!!