Standing on the Edge

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U2 has put out much better music since War imho. Great stuff really. Check them out on youtube or VH1 classics.

Yes, I don't know if reconcilliation is lurking in the back of her mind or not, but her being pleasant is so much better than not.

We went out as a family tonight to eat at a Japanese steak house, which wife and daughter both love immensely. I enjoyed the fact that they had fun. W and I had chit chat conversation, exchanged a few smiles.

We had had a difficult conversation earlier in the day by phone, which I diffused by humor in a text later. After the misunderstanding I texted, " So, I guess this means no booty call tonight ?" She called right away laughing.

After dinner she half heartedly invited me in to watch a movie with them.

I declined, telling her I had to get ready for work on Sat. I wish I would have left the reasoning more mysterious. But I think the right thing to do at this point was to decline. I want her to get to the point where she really wants me to be with her, so I have to hold back.

When she begins to want me back and realizes she might lose me, perhaps we can get to some breakthroughs. Up until lately, she has held all the cards.