She is going to sleep in billeting on base and has even told me to call her if I needed anything--so, I don't think there is an active man in her life right now. And no, I'm not going to follow her and see--would be stupid and can't control her. She keeps saying we'll see how things work out, I just don't want to be here right now, that's why I'm moving out and I don't feel anything when it comes to us--just numb, no spark. Wish I could put a spell on her. Crap, I'm down to a slim 180 was over 200 when I left--she has commented on this several times--I keep thinking, crap woman, freaking grab me then! OMG, I think, I'm losing it, gonna go lay down for a while. Talk to you guys tomorrow. Good night and thanks for your support.
M-41 ex-W-40 Together--17 years SS-20 D-14 Bomb--2 Feb 09 WAW--6 Feb 09 Officially divorced on 2 Jun 2010!!! ex-W has a boyfriend 8 Jun 2010!!! Off we go into the wild blue yonder!!!!
