Pearl, I actually answered two. H usually leaves me lots of messages. I think he has accepted that I may or may not answer and doesn't realize that I have been screening them. I don't answer and let it take a message, then I wait awhile before listening, if i hear a certain tone, I have been deleting it without listening to the whole message. I told him last week that I have become afraid of seeing his name show up on my phone and/or messages. I explained that I am not listening to them. So now, every message begins with, I am not trying to scare you.... Sometimes I wonder how he got where he is at work or that he ever made it through life.
With the VDay thing, I think it reminds us of what we had once, lost and want to see again. I wonder sometimes if I have reached a place where I don't believe in love or happily ever after. AM I getting jaded or too old.
