{{{{PM}}}} You are really echoing how I feel too..it does feel really HOPELESS at times doesn't it and at other times I wonder "what the heck would I take him back FOR" after all of this, could I take him back, why would I want to take him back?? THEN I feel badly for thinking that way..LOL..so it goes around in a big circle..times I love him so much it's ridiculous after everything and other times I'm like "what a jerk, why do I need that?"..

You are not alone and I know we will all come to the right place at the right time and HUGS to you my friend!!

Tawnya

Me:39
H:40
D18/S12
M20/T21
Bomb 10/11/08
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