Yesterday, I started to feel a lot better...and A didn't even call me. Of course, I was back at work. I started visualizing beaches. I had a great time at dinner with my friend, too. Last night, my roommate and I watched the Celtics play the Lakers. That was fun, too. All-in-all, I had a positive, fun-filled day.
I started thinking a lot about risk taking (in a small way). I have also thought about being lighthearted and relaxed. I thought about combing the three--small risks, being lighthearted and relaxed--that is a good behavior modification for me towards A, huh?
Since I felt better and it's been almost three weeks, I txt'd A. "How R U? Busy transitioning back into my life. Thinking of u. Hope to talk to u soon." It was risky!! Thinking of U? Hope to talk to you soon???? Big risks for me to take now with him. BUT...I felt really relaxed about it!!!! No anxiety or doubt!!
He txt me back right away. He said he was on his way to Florida for the weekend and that we'll talk soon. Wow! I let his words be the last words. (felt good about that)
I like what you said about mirroring him. I'm going to ponder more about that.
So, feeling better.
WW is Tuesday 10AM eastern time. I have a back appointment on Tuesday at 2:00 pm.
No anxiety or doubt!!
