After NC for a week, H called four times last night and today. The first one was ok - the rest I didn't need. I did try to keep it short, and stayed strong about not seeing each other yet. He told me is going sober, I said that he should focus on that and not worry about us. I didn't realize how tense I am when he calls or wants to talk. I thought I did good about keeping things short, and positive. It felt risky to say no to seeing each other for now but he didn't push it - that's a change. Calling four times in 24 hours is still the same old stuff.
