Have a good time tonight. Just enjoy the evening and try not to let the info. on xBF dominate your time out.
Getting the information is good, but it is also maddening for you. I'm fearful for you b/c he seems to keep you in knots and twisting in the wind for him.
If you can't seem to get anything concrete, maybe you should try move forward w/out him and let things fall where they may. It would be excruciating, but at least you'd be able to free yourself from being tied emotionally to what xBF is or isn't doing.
This whole thing seems to be killing you, my dear. Hopefully there will be something to stop the madness for you and soon.
Do keep in mind that you can decide to not get on the roller coaster and instead just let it pass you by.
Have fun tonight, sweetie. If you can't get any pins down, at least get some pints down.
