Thanks Tawnya, I really just needed to hear that I am normal. I've never liked being behind the curve ;-).
Your analogy was great, and I know you're right about H. The funny thing is that H always says that actions speak louder than words. H will believe that things are going to be different based on my actions. Well, his actions don't necessarily match his words. I guess that is part of the process.
Today, H ascted like nothing interesting happened. He called and was open, friendly, and said ILY. I guess I just need to relax and live my own life. Hopefully, he will want to spend more time in my life, because I think it's a pretty good one.
