tWell, I dont know if he is coming over tonight. He called and we had a "fight" again. He said i snap at him a lot, "all the time" and he will not stand tha anymore, he doesnt accept it and I must change or else...
He is right. I guess I cant be calm with him anymore, sometimes I am fine and the minute I hear his voice I get irritated. I dont do much, dont misunderstand me, I actually am to the point and business like but talk back to him. Today for example he said he is working tomorrow. He has been working for several Sat and I have asked him if he gave his day off to someone else. He has told me no, but every Sunday is the same. So I asked today and said "are you telling me the truth?" He said "why wouldnt I tell you the truth even if I had? what's the difference if I work Sat or Sundays?" That's when my voice got louder and I told him :there is a difference because on Sat night for example we can go out and not worry about waking up on Sunday morning early, while on Sunday our kids have to go to bed early and I get up at 7 and that means we cant do much". I guess I got all excited and he really got mad.
Sigh... I don't know what to do. We are deteriorating to prebomb era so fast it's scary...
