I appreciate the encouragement - it's really hard as I'm really fighting the feeling to just give her a call and talk to her. I know that's the wrong thing to do. I have all the crazy thoughts going through my head (i.e. she's not coming home tonite). I must remember that I can't control what she does, but all I can do is be the best husband/person I can be.

Thanks for listening

Me 41
WAW 36
S 3&7
M 10 yrs
W files D 1/9/09
W moves out 4/18
Lost job 6/15
New job 7/27
Disc PA 8/10 (started Nov 2008!)
Confronted 8/11
Admits PA & appologies for hurt 9/11
Lost Job 11/13