Have you totally given up? Are you still with us? I haven't seen you post anything in a while. Of course, I am the pot that is calling the kettle black ..... So to speak. I am still here. I just haven't been able to post anything in a while.
Everything in TX is going really well. We are making good progress and I think we are on the down hill side of that big mountain.
I am sorry to here that your sitch is not doing well. I hate that for you. I wish I could do or say something that would make a difference or make you fell better.
I guess sometimes life gives corners to turn that take us a direction that we do not want to go. But most of the time it turns out better in the long run. From what I have read and seen in the past few months within your sitch, you are strong enough to handle whatever comes your direction. You have made changes in your demeanor, attitude, and life style that will serve you well. You are much better for it. It is just a shame that your H is not smart enough to see it. No matter what happens you are the WINNER and he is the LOOSER.