I know I will be fine. I am feeling better than I have in such a very long time. I am just trying too hard. I need to let go some more and relax. He loves me and he is trying. He is being open even , he is slowly becoming the Man I fell in love with. I think that is threatening too. I am so used to fighting for every ounce of love and the old him. I dunno what to do with myself?
I will still keep posting here and bouncing my ideas around. Thanks Lucky~
