thanks for the 2X4, it is why I posted and asked you where I seem to be at. guess i already knew. traveling is hard, think about her more, because I thought about her all the time when I was on the road, got me thru my days....Now I work harder so I won't think of her. And then, bam, a few minutes alone sitting in a lobby or in my room.....Its not right or fair, but nothing in life seems to be. Can't wait to get home, see my kids, see my boys... get normal....I just can't help myself, afraid too...
