Oh NO, don't take testosterone. You'll grow a beard! Is it really that you don't feel horny? Or, are you hoping that if you get very horny, you'll be able to attack him and fulfill his wish?
Regarding his wish for you to be dominant... Do you want that? Can you picture yourself playing that role all the time? Is it that you don't have ideas on how to do it?
I guess I would feel just like you if I were in your position. I may be HD, but I've never had practice being the dominant one.
Lucky
I dunno~
That is the problem. I do get 'HORNY'. I DO HAVE DESIRE. I just read on marriage builders.com that Men have testosterone and so for them it is super easy to always be 'horny'. And tht if mine is real low I can get put on it?
At any rate... I am not depsperate. I think my drive is ok. I also know that for now I will be ok with my Fantasy Scenarios and with me. I just 'feel' like I need extra oomph? He didnt really say his wish was dominant. I used that word. He just wants me to be confident. And that for me? Is /has been hard. I am shooting myself in the foot before I see him cause I am overthinking????
*sigh*
Thanks Lucky for the input. I know if I have one drinky poo I am all over him... so it is all the problem with what is in between my ears. "my brain" *super sigh*
Back to the drawing board... {{ reading and working on me .... }}}}
