Moving on for good.

[nw626]

Hi all
Thanks for all the supports. It means so so much...

Just make sure you leave yourself the time you need to feel your feelings and process them. As you know, there is no going around them, only going through them.

You are so so right. In the past months, I try to suppress them in any possible way. I was still in denial. With my S here, I just couldn't hold those feelings back anymore. It was a good thing and a necessarily step.

You may feel some moments of profound sorrow in the days ahead - you may not - but if you do, just allow yourself to feel what you have to feel..no matter how much it hurts, it will never be more than you can handle...I know that without a doubt

Thanks for believing in me...sometimes I just a need a little reminder.

As far as getting the D going, I may need to start that because it will put me in a better position for S and myself since W is out of the state and she is still trying to establish her residency.


Journal...
I feel good today.
I have better sense of direction now. It is just a refreshing feeling.
I know I will have those down days like I had in the past week. I think I am better equipped now to go through them.
I am getting out of my cave now....no more pity party...LOL

You know what they say....
Grab life by the horns and enjoy the ride baby..!!

NW626