My first step out of Newcomers

[Can it work]

I'm quite nervous about tonight. My W is going out to visit a friend of hers for a few drinks. Obviously since whe's a WAW I'm not being provided with any details. The problem is that the friend she's going out to visit is the fiance of the guy my W cheated on me with's brother. I know that I'm jumping to conclusions but the doubts are still there in my mind. Maybe it's something I'm just going to have to accept and get over. Time will help with that I suppose. Realistically speaking, if my W is starting to socialise again, the chances are that she's going to end up being with other guys. I'm just not sure how I'm going to react to it when she does. She's a really popular girl and could have pretty much any guy that she wants. It's just going to have to be another unfortunate step I'm going to have to deal with on this huge rollercoaster of emotional pain.

I got to the gym last night so that picked me up a lot but I'm not going to get back there again until monday since I have the Wee Man. He'll keep my spirits up I suppose. He's good at that. I only wish he could be with me all the time though. What could possibly be going through my W's head that she wants him to grow up with his parents separated? I don't think I'll ever understand. Such is life though.