Man am I realizing how stupid I am...falling into the same old mental traps. She suggested MC, she told me she wants the "fun" me back, she starts playing with the naughty texts. What do I do, I worry about crap! What an idiot. I need to figure out how to live in the moment.
I can't be the guy I was. Why would I want to. I don't want to go back to the way things were. That's what got me here.
