Thank you. I am working to keep all the negs out of my head. Maybe that's what scared me so much, it was getting very positive. I need to be that guy for her and stop worrying about the guy who was doing it. If she didnt want me to be that guy, she wouldnt be taking these steps with me. Just have to remember that.
I can't be the guy I was. Why would I want to. I don't want to go back to the way things were. That's what got me here.