Well first let me start by saying my crappy day yesterday did get better but then I did something stupid (smacks self on head). I sent an email to a friend that I wish I could take back. It was very inappropriate. But what is done is done. I can only apologize for it and move on.
Good news...I actually got 6 1/2 hours of sleep. I am feeling good today. Still no appetite but we will work on that later.
This morning I had to run to the store before coming into work and who should I run into? Stbx and OW...this is the first time I have seen her other than a picture. Of course I get the hammers hitting my chest and feel as though I would throw up but I didn't. Of course I tried to say hi and keep on walking but NO, he stops to talk and introduce me to her. Oh joy!!!
So me being the nicest person in the world bites my tongue and is polite. Then something inside me just opened up and I felt really good about this. I know I am not a size 2 blonde bombshell or anything but compared to her...I AM!!!! Let me have my moment here and say....he has gone downhill.
Stbx and I started talking about our daughters physical she has to take today to try out for the tennis team so the OW said she would go get the rest of the stuff and left. I told him what time I wrote the early dismissal for and he said he would get her. I said ok thanks. We said goodbye and went our merry ways.
It didn't end there though. As I was leaving the store feeling really good, I walked to my car and they were parked beside me. I looked stbx right in the eyes and said "Thank You!!". He asked for what and I told him he made my day. If only he knew what made my day was seeing him with her. Seeing him not with a beautiful woman that took my place but a woman that could NEVER take my place.
I'm feeling really good about myself today. No promises on what tomorrow may bring but today I am going to enjoy it.
