Feel like I am blowing it

[DownNotOut...yet]

OK, first your not blowing anything. Just try to keep those feelings to yourself. If you make a huge deal of it with her, it probably will blow up on your face. Not fair but that is the way it usually goes. So far you seem to be doing pretty well.

Now a glass half full guy would say I've apparently got my mate back and she is sending me sexy texts. A glass half full guy might say, huh, she suggested the marriage fixer weekend, now she is sending me sexy texts...maybe she read a book or got some ideas and is trying to hot up our marriage a bit. Enjoy what you
DO have. Keep your eyes open for anything fishy. Read around this place. Most people would give a mint to be where you are right now.

Keep all your posts in one thread. You will lose people by starting multiple threads.