Hi Maria, checking in on a very snowy Friday morning. Well you have a huge amount to process. I never got the chance to even attempt to reconcile so I am at a loss as to what to say or advise. I really don't think you are asking for the moon and I do feel that if H were to show you how lost he is but that he cannot imagine his life without you in it (ie depth and strength of his love for you) then alot of these questions and points you make might not be so important.
I am thinking of you as you struggle to come to terms with all of this. Be true to yourself. To grow and blossom you need to feel the strength and depth of his love now not think maybe it will grow. Woman can overlook such at lot if they feel and know they are loved and cherished. (((())))
