You know, I have lost the ability to pray. I am very worried about it. I used to do it all the time, yet now it is like I hit a wall and I just can't get my thoughts together. I can't explain it but I just can't concentrate. I lie there quietly, but my mind freezes up. I just don't understand it.
Anyway, you really are something. You are going to come out of all of this better than ever.
