M, We know you cannot fix your h, but you have to find a way to take care of you and your family financially. I'm very, very concerned about how financially strapped you are getting. I know you have a fall back plan if you need to use it, but what happens if that plan falls through because the financial ruin is too great?
M, you and your children have carried the burden too long. This man is stuck and will not budge until something changes in your situation. Because he's stuck, you are going to have to ask God to help you in determining a way to change things and for the better.
I honestly wish that I could do something for you and your family. I really do.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.