I talked about how things seemed to be moving too fast.... How Fast is Normal
Well the sbtx starts "sexting" me about an hour ago. Started pretty tamely, then she took off like a porn star. You know how the mind works, so out of the blue, I start remembering all of the hundreds of texts she was sending to the OM she supposedly gave up. Needless to say, it kind of ruined the mood.
She told me I need to stop being so "serious" Of course I am thinking about how this was the crap she was sharing with him while I was in the dumpster. Any advice on how to mentally block that?
I can't be the guy I was. Why would I want to. I don't want to go back to the way things were. That's what got me here.
