Each and everyone I have spoken to today either on here, by email, facebook, messenger or even cell phone...you have been a big help to me. If not for you all, I would have stayed in my funk. Thanks for putting up with my bipolar moment.
I guess I had to figure this out my way. I do listen to what everyone says and appreciate it. This does not mean I am out of the woods, I am far from that. I just have something to work with now.