Oh NO, don't take testosterone. You'll grow a beard! Is it really that you don't feel horny? Or, are you hoping that if you get very horny, you'll be able to attack him and fulfill his wish?
Regarding his wish for you to be dominant... Do you want that? Can you picture yourself playing that role all the time? Is it that you don't have ideas on how to do it?
I guess I would feel just like you if I were in your position. I may be HD, but I've never had practice being the dominant one.
