I don't know what I'm so afraid of. I guess I feel like I need to constantly keep showing her that I love her or else she will see my withdrawal as a blessing for what she wants to do. We've had so many horrible times and fights the past month since she moved back in, and now she found an apt. and will definitely be moving out on March 1, and I feel like the rest of this month should be as full of good times (particularly as a family) as possible, so that when she moves out that's her most recent memory, not all of the fighting. But then everytime we are together all we do is fight. Last night when I got home we started talking about money and it turned into a huge fight. She told me to stop thinking that all she wants to do is hurt me, and she actually cried, which my W almost never does. I do know the things I need to do, but I am still so gripped with fear that everything I do will cause more damage. I hope I get this before it really is too late (it may already be, I guess?).
