never thought of it before but someone mentioned coming back on the boards is what triggered my problem. I don't think it is. I think it is being off the meds and I can finally think straight and I can finally work through all my problems. The meds kept me too calm and kept my mind from letting the emotions out. I was on them for 7 years. That was 7 years of not feeling much of anything.
I think I just opened a can of worms here. I think I may have hit the root of my problem. I am grieving and healing now. I just need to get all the pent up emotions and stuff out. There is no longer any room for it in.
