Well we are still having our talks about our SL. they go well and then we stop and start again if they start to head south.
The best part for me is he is trying and I am being strong.
He is really wanting for me to be the dominant one... and I am still struggling with that. ???? In my perfect world I would like to be submissive too. But I suppose in his mind I have done it for too long?
I do think though it is just his preference that I be Domimant.
He said it is more that he wants me to enjoy myself and be confident. But when I give a fantasy scenario where we would trade dominance he puts his nose up....
His favotite on was where he was mostly submissive.
I was very , very dominant when we met. I would take him 3-4 x a day. He isnt asking for that and yet I feel like I am struggling?
I even looked for testosterone cream? online? But it has side effects no? And my DR is too holistic like me anyway.
Does anyone know of any herbal remedies similair to Testosterone. I tried Damiana a while back it helped some.
I am a sexual being but I know there were just far more natural chemicals in my body back then.
