I dont know if its my H or what. He has been distant the last couple of days again. It driving me insane. Im so glad the weekend is almost here and I will get some time to myself.
Sometimes I wonder why Im still hanging on to that last little thread of hope. My thoughts have been wondering the last few days of just telling my H that there is no hope and IM moving on.....but my heart wont let me.
Im so stressed out today. And to start the day off great....I looked out the kitchen window this morning and saw the sunlight reflecting light from my back yard.....my dear little boy had turned on the water hose and didnt turn it off all the way....the last time I knew he had been out back was 2 WEEKS AGO!!!!! Major water bill coming. Im just thankful he had already gone to school when I had noticed it. Gives me plenty of time to cool off before he gets out of school. He will never be allowed to touch the water hose again!!!!!!! Ugh!
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
