You taking a look inside definitly places you on that path. There is nothing wrong with taking something that helps. You need to take care of yourself. Trouble sleeping and lack of appetite is no good.
What path? The path to destruction is all I see right now.
I know there is nothing wrong with taking something that helps but now that I am off the stuff, I can think more clearly.
I never thought of it before but someone mentioned coming back on the boards is what triggered my problem. I don't think it is. I think it is being off the meds and I can finally think straight and I can finally work through all my problems. The meds kept me too calm and kept my mind from letting the emotions out. I was on them for 7 years. That was 7 years of not feeling much of anything.
I think I just opened a can of worms here. I think I may have hit the root of my problem. I am grieving and healing now. I just need to get all the pent up emotions and stuff out. There is no longer any room for it in.
WOW!!! I feel 10 pounds lighter. Please bear with me while I deal with this. Now that I think I know the problem, maybe I can come up with a solution.
The sleeping I can't do anything about. I just don't sleep no matter what.
The eating...I ate a 1/2 a slice of pizza. Does that make you feel better? I just spent the last 2 hours with my brother. He came by to see me and ordered pizza. He made me eat before he would leave.
