Thanks for the replys thus far, I will respond to above questions when I return from a meeting this afternoon.
Couple of short responses:
W and I were together 22 years, we were high school sweethearts, we started dating when I was 15 and she was 13.
W and I both have always been believers but never attended church but sometimes while we were kids, never consistently.
I moved an hour away because W refused to give anymore custody time than the standard eow and I was not going to stay 3 minutes from her and rot away as I was doing, it was time for me to move on.
My true love is and always will be W, she was my first love and my only love, I am 38 now, I spent more than half my life with her.
These are short responses but I have to leave, will check back later.