LE - I'd be surprised if she could quote any passage from the bible at all, she is 100% non religious and unless for weddings, funerals, christanings or unless she went with school, I cant believe she has ever been in one. I'm not religious myself, but went to church as a child.

You could be right and speaking to MOT35 last night about it, she thinks what you say too. She reckons the reality has kicked in that my life will be easier than hers through her choices (not better as nothing in this is good). She also reckons that she got rid of me, but desperate for another man in her life rather than just desperate to be rid of me. The reality of having a new BF is, unless they are in a similar spot or a really nice guy, they probably aren't going to fancy a once, maybe twice a week R, especially without sleepovers. So they will get what they want for a bit then jump ship. I'm sure this has happened to her a few times in the space of a year. I know of twice for definite.

Anyway, after re reading, and my mum also went to my sisters and they and BIL read also, we are seeing the comedy in what she says and I really think she is cracking up. I'm a little scared for my boys tho, being stuck with her. Why cant I just win the lottery and pay off the house for her, give her a little cash then go for full custody of my kids ??? Oh, if life was that easy

After all that, I then get a phone call at 7.30am this morning saying STBX ans S6 are ill, can I drop S2 round her friends ??? Can't honestly believe the cheek but another 15 mins with him and the house is right by my work so just did it and didn't even look at her.

After a few down days, for which that was the culmination, I am back and happy as anything for some reason today....no idea why.