Additionally, she has said that all the material
things that I have accumulated and all the time and effort I put into this marriage are basically lost. She feels she has to go. She want to go. She wants to keep the door open for a
reconciliation but doesn'twant to live at our home.

Said she's sorry to hurt but its not the end of the world. Doesn't hate me or dislike me just craving being alone and wants a break from all the responsibilities.

Man the thought of losing my family, my wife, lover and best friend are killing me right now. Hard not to cry. I'm not giving up though and while it feels like she has already moved on I am praying so much it seems like I have my eyes closed more than open lately. Never thought this would happen...


M-41
ex-W-40
Together--17 years
SS-20
D-14
Bomb--2 Feb 09
WAW--6 Feb 09
Officially divorced on 2 Jun 2010!!!
ex-W has a boyfriend 8 Jun 2010!!!
Off we go into the wild blue yonder!!!!