Another day of NC, another day of freedom? I have to admit I am feeling scared about my H being so quiet. Probably have to face him at work tommorrow - he can't stay out forever. Haven't seem him since his accident. Feel kind of bad about that but no one forced him to drink, or do the things he did that let up to our separation. I will keep reminding myself that this didn't happen without reason. It was not my fault - I am not unreasonable and uncaring - I am trying to create a R based on respect.
