I am sorry to hear you are having a bit of a downturn, but it had to happen. You are only human and simply cannot be positive all the time. Just know that it is okay to feel down and that feeling down does not mean you are not strong. You have so much courage and dedication.
Plus, having your son with you has probably stirred some desire for the completion of the family and that is so normal. Try not to rush through the feelings, just feel them, process them and move forward, one day at a time.
And know that we are here to cheer you on and offer support.
