I took a break from the board because there are things that I need to sort out. I guess I just need some down time. My S is here now and I am loving every minute of it. On the other hand, it also brings me some sadness that I haven't have for while. Just like last night, S and I are chatting with W through the web cam, W got pretty upset toward the end and my heart just sank. I wished she could be here with us. I even ask her to come home, but I don't think she will. She feels too stressful just by being here because the OM is still in the picture.
Then I think about it today, I still spend so much energy on W. I need to channel that energy on myself and S rather than going back to that cheese less tunnel....!! I guess I am still waiting for that 'Wake-up' moment....LOL
Oh well......stay busy and shift the focus on anything but W... One thing for sure, S is keeping me plenty busy and day just goes by so quick....it is a good thing.
NW626
Me:33 STBXW:38 S:3 It's not whether you win or lose, it's how you fight the fight....!!
