You are an angel. I hadn't looked at it that way. When he says "done", I think of my need to tie things up in a neat little box and store them away. It amazes me sometimes how well I DON'T know him, and that makes me feel very selfish and very guilty. It's only been the last 6 years that I know to order him a burger with no tomatoes and no pickles. Sad, really, to think how well I don't know him. I want to change those things. I want to live more....I don't know what you want to call it, but I know that it was IMPOSSIBLE to do it under the guise of lies. The M may not make it, but at least I am NOT LYING anymore and that is a huge weight off my shoulders. I never have to lie about anything again no matter how bad or sad it is.
Sorry I am on here all day but I took the day off from work. Had to get cavities filled. (part of my gal...okay, part of my pma...take better care of myself??)
Melissa
"Standing knee deep in a river and dying of thirst."
