I've decided to resurrect this thread from the dead and dying because a starved sex life is all I have left. I am no longer married, although I am also still not divorced. My H has been gone in body and in spirit for a long, long time. I also realized today that he never really loved me. In fact, he not only didn't love me, but that he never even liked me. I know this because he never respected me.
It saddens me, but I am in no way able to express my feelings except for here, on this board to you, who are here in cyberspace with me. If anyone reads this out there and wishes to comment, I'm open. I don't really have any answers, or even questions at this time.
