I forgot to mention my W is not going on the cruise. There were two reasons why they weren't going. One reason was what we discussed, if she went on the cruise, I was going to D her. The second reason, was some of the others backed out.
Today, while my W layed on the couch, I hugged her until she was uncomfortable. We hugged each other until my she got a little nervous. I could tell she was getting uncomfortable so I kissed her on the cheek and went about my buisness.
When she left for work, I got a hug and asked for a kiss on the cheek. She kissed me on the cheek and left.
A few days ago, I was feeling agitated. I felt like I wanted to run away. I tried to put my life into some type of perspective. What I have is D11 and a wife who won't kiss me. In the short term, the idea of running away sounds better each day.
