I just lost it. I just had this overwhelming feeling that I do all these things for everyone else and no one cares. Does anyone else ever feel that way?
Oh yeah. Then I try to remember that I need them to need me more than they do sometimes. It's hard esp with teenagers. They are out there GAL and we need to do that to. Not in the same way they doof course, but it is a wake up call to take better care of myself (or in your case YOU).
I'm doing ok. The girls are doing pretty well and nothing has really changed. H still hasn't filed, he still comes to visit the girls every Sunday etc. Thanks for asking. I'll have to find my old or start a new thread at some point.
I hope he does show for your C tonight, but will blasting him really help? You said it yourself, he probably doesn't realize how long it's been.
