Trying to let go........with love!

[sandycay]

Problems what problems... guess... what when I got home and checked my email guess what? That's right no email from him. He told me he would address it when I talked to him about yesterday. That damn elephant is really starting to stink KWIM!

I had a hard time sleeping last night.. I just started suspecting and stupid stuff but you know once your mind goes down that path. I know when he went to TN before he would drive the 8+ hours to D.C. to see her and turn around and drive home. He made sure to tell me last night that he would be in secret briefings early in the morning in TN and then go fly for 5-6 hours... so then I start doing the crazy math in my head wondering if he was setting me up for the no phone call until much later..... see how I am crazy.... I called the hotel that her company uses and she was not checked in last night... so I am jacked up... I never snoop but I couldn't go to sleep until I knew if she was in the country or not. Of course, if she had been what diff would that make? It's not like I could know if he was there. Does anyone know where you can buy a GPS that I can attach to that man. I don't think he's doing anything it would just be nice to KNOW!

I am sorry I hijacked your thread LOL but obviously I am letting this make me crazy!!!! I hate that part when you let your imagination run your thoughts. Okay, I'm off to the rubber room and rock back and forth now. JK and LMAQO