I dont know anymore naej. Bill was right about not having those rose tinted glasses anymore, but the only time I remember him showing passion was about our kids and the day of our wedding. Maybe a handful of occasions. I think.
Yes we do see 2 people. My therapist who is also psychiatrist and a marital counselor. I dont know how many separated couples they have had before. I get the impression people went there before our stage. Also, here, marital counseling is not very popular. When I looked around there were only very few.
I am not as frustrated anymore. I am calm (before the storm). I am lonely. Cant lie about that. I came to believe, no matter what, I am stuck with him... K
