I wish I had the strength to stand as long as you have.
T2 - you know how many times I've wandered off down my own path (usually towards destruction) so it's not like I've "stood" all this time. I have not. So don't say that.
The only thing that has changed for me in the past 3-4 months is that I've truly settled in this place I'm now at - and I find it easy to wait (relatively peacefully )for Jeff. But with that said, I'm not going to stay here waiting forever. I am going to have a life. He can be in it, which would be ideal, or not. But I'll be fine either way and it took a long time to be able to say that and know that it is true.
)for Jeff. But with that said, I'm not going to stay here waiting forever. I am going to have a life. He can be in it, which would be ideal, or not. But I'll be fine either way and it took a long time to be able to say that and know that it is true.
