He had a down episode yesterday. First in a little while. He did say it was because his aunt was dying and he didnt have the money to travel out of state to see her. What puzzled me is that he hadnt seen his aunt in 10 years and never saw her much to begin with. I dont know though. He was short and quiet with me all day yesterday and even snapped at the kids while he had them. He even apologized to me since he didnt back me up on a punishment I had given my son. Then I heard nothing else from him after he dropped the kids off which is unusual.
He questioned me alot yesterday, wanted to know what I had been thinking. Wanted to know how come we were getting along so good lately. I based it on the fact that there was NO OW involved right now, he didnt get it though. But said he was thinking alot about things, about how different they were, how different they would be, things like that. Today he is back to normal. Said he wasnt in a talkative mood last night and didnt have his phone on him.
This is where the trust thing comes in. I dont trust that he was alone last night, although I dont know. I get like this when I dont hear from him, sometimes I make up things that he is doing, when all he would be doing is eating dinner with his folks, and I have no idea and then my mind wanders...He has really messed up my trust in him. BIG issue to work on.
Oh, has anyone heard from Dar lately? I noticed she changed her profile name again and I havent noticed her on in a while.
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
