Hi 25,

Sorry it took me so long to get back to you. At first, I was scared bec. I thought the above were talking about me I'm often confused, but I'm getting better. Anyway, yes, I have a lawyer, but I'm thinking seriously about dropping her. H and I only talk when I call him and so far it's been almost two weeks, AGAIN. He never calls me and when I mention it (usually say it's been weeks) he always says, "Well, it'll get to be a lot longer than that."

My SIL says he's game playing, and I'm really off the rollercoaster this time. I have a pretty good IC, and trying to get my own life back together again. Anyway, thanks for your comments. I'm good in the way of lawyers.

I crash, emotionally, but far less now than before.

Thanks,
poet